What if I… What if she…

When he saw her for the first time his head started to spin, just like his thoughts... what if I... what if she... what if we...

Ten years later he still felt burnt. Why did I... why did she... why did we... is she with someone else after we...

Thirty years later it became a lifeline for him: What did he... what did she... what did they...

Twenty more years passed... he could only feel it in his heart: What did he... what did she... what did they... That felt amazing!

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